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Imperfection

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Imperfection

If only I had known it would be the last time I ever saw you, I would have never left your side. As I stare out the window, all I can think of is you. 

 

The sky weeps in your absence, my darling. Are you there? Can you feel me sighing with the wind? 

 

Where are you? Are you alive or dead? Our son tells me you are alive but the rest of the world says you are dead. I don’t know who to believe. 

 

The world has ended. I fall to my knees sobbing because you are not there to protect me. No longer are you there beside me day and night. I wake up thinking you are laying down beside me in sweet slumber. 

 

Oh, how I weep in your lost presence. My life was perfect. It was so happy. It was full of love and joy. Now it is only filled with desperation and sorrow. 

 

I remember when I first held our first child in my arms. He had blue eyes like you, black hair like you, and everything reminds me of you. I can’t even look at him. I can’t even glance at him. Our son is so much like you. You would be so proud of him. I am… but I cannot stare at him for more than a second. The sad thing is… he knows it. 

 

Help me, please! I cannot hold on to this broken heart anymore. It’s slipping away. I’m like a fish out of water. Hold on to me! Don’t let me fall! 

 

My mind slowly crawls away from my reach. Can you see it crawling away? Sometimes, I see you with me. You look so real. My mind plays tricks on me. I reach out for you, my love, but you disappear. You aren’t there anymore. I cry again and again screaming out for my lost love. 

I cannot feel my body. I am so numb. Numb from screaming, crying, and pounding on my broken heart. 

 

Please, please, tell me they are wrong. Tell me the world is foolish. Tell me the world is dumb. Tell me they are ignorant. Tell me you are still alive waiting for me to save you. 

 

Save me from falling into the dark hole I fear. I cannot even help myself anymore. No one but you can. Touch my heart again! With a needle, sew it back. Kiss my tears away. Hug my sorrow away. 

 

Save me before I finally succumb to insanity. Save me before doing something I regret. 

 

I look back up to the sky. The stars are showing again. Will they show me a way to you? 

 

They are weeping for me. I wonder if you can see it too. They can’t help me… they are only small dots sewed into the night curtain. 

 

Someday, the stars will be destroyed. Destroyed like my heart. 

 

My husband… my love… my darling… perfect my heart once more…

 

 

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  1. Woah. That is really good. Very angst-y. 🙂

    Angeline, right? That holds such sadness, but is really good. Good grammar, and all.

    By the way, welcome to the site! We are all crazy, so expect to lose your sanity soon! I know you’ll do great here! 😀

  2. Wow, your fics scare and intruge me! I really love this! I look forward to more of these.

  3. Do more! This is really well done… Though for half of it I though Artemis was speaking… No mistakes!

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