Yeah so I noticed how many fics Sea wrote dedicated to others but the lack of fics dedicated to him (I’m not trying to guilt anyone, it’s my explanation) so I had an idea for a fic, asked him if he’d mind me dedicating a crappy bunch of rubbish to him and he said he’d be honoured so here I go. Well anyway Sea I have no idea what you listen to or who your favourite character is…sorry…but I do remember a conversation on FG (no not the one when I found out your real name). On ‘Like I like my coffee’ you said that the submarines were good inspiration and you were right. Oh and everybody I’m not a minerva hater I just really cant imagine Holly acting like this.
Without warning I’m here alone
High in the basement
Wondering what you meant by good bye
Cause I stopped listening.
“Goodbye” Artemis whispered, letting go of her hand for the final time. Minerva stood with her mouth wide open as confusion took over. For the second time in her life she was speechless.
“Wha?” She was disgusted with herself for sounding so weak, so broken. Like a wounded animal.
“I’m sorry Minerva, it’s Good bye for the final time” He pulled that breath taking smile, only this time it was filled with sorrow and…was that regret or guilt? He strode out of the room, head held high without a backwards glance.
You’ve got a way with words
Just sentiment without
revealing how you feel
Or if you plan to live without me now.
Did he leave her? She tried to recollect the thoughts that flew around her distraught mind. Only his voice returned, in the deepest part of the night when she tried to retrive the conversation that had left with it’s owner. His voice was kind, quiet and yet the face that came to her in her dreams was expressionless and cold. Her brain could not figure out what had happened, how could he have left her without showing the slightest of sentiments?
Good night baby if you can hear me
How has it been
Since you came looking and saw
Me as I really am?
She whispered in her sleep, so much so that her parents called the best Psychiatrists from all over the world. Only one word escaped her lips.
He had come once, seen her with her wild hair and clouded eyes. Lips raw from words of nonsense. A broken woman.
Then I should look up
And see if you’re gone
No sense in pretending
Down here all alone
How can I fall when
I’m still underground?
But I can’t admit where
We’ve gone wrong.
“Artemis?” She woke wondering where he had gotten too, searching high and low she realised it was all a dream. He had not come back, a deep sense of falling erupted. How could the memory of how he had left her cause her so much pain when she had relived the moment over and over again? The scar he had left behind deepened when her hopes were shattered. Where had it gone all wrong? She had bee the perfect girlfriend, the perfect opposing debater.
Well I’ve already heard the truth
And what you thought I couldn’t know
You talk to a pretty girl
But somehow you’re already on your own
She had heard the truth. His time was spent talking to a girl. Probably a bimbo with no brain. One who fell for his sweet talks and charming looks. One that concentrated more on his looks then the words that left his mouth. Just like she had. She had fallen for the good looks and heart-stopping smile; his intelligence had forced her to ignore his faults.
Good night baby
Good night baby
You got away with words
Just sentiment without
Revealing how you feel
And since you plan to live without me now
I’m on my own.
She would say goodnight for the last night, shed one more tear to his memory. She could live on her own with only recollections of his expressionless face and mouth that only voiced empty words.
Sorry Sea, I know it sucks but I’ll make a better one once I get rid of all that bloody stress. Sorry once again, I’ll start planning a better one so that you wont be disappointed next time XD