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Nocturne of Chaos

Summary: Lithium   Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside Creeping darkness… Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels […]

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Lithium

 

Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside

Creeping darkness…

Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without

Shifting shadows…

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Eternal night….

Oh but God I want to let it go

That which is her salvation is also her cage.

Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone

Huddled in her grimy prison.

Couldn’t hide the emptiness you let it show

Watching life, flashing by. 

Terrible life, terrible  death.

Never wanted it to be so cold

What is the normal,

In a society of the dead? 

Just didn’t drink enough to say you love me

Why are the lines between good and evil,

Devil and angel,

Life and death,

Night and day,

So blurred, so ever-changing, so invisible?

I can’t hold on to me

A single soul in a sea of bodies,

An island in the middle of the sea.

Wonder what’s wrong with me

The War has ended, but the suffering hasn’t.

Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside

Reluctantly,

Peeling her eyes away from the desperate scene,

Turning back to her refuge.

Anything to relieve the mind-numbing fear of the future.

Anything, anything…

Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without

It seems like centuries ago, when she felt like she had the world at her feet.

The great prodigy, all set the take the world by storm.

Yet, she was now kneeling in filth.

As if her past life had never existed. 

Perhaps, perhaps, it never had.

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow

The fear, and the guilt.

She had helped to start the war,

To try and win him over.

Don’t want to let it lay me down this time

Her arrogant nature,

Her jealousy,

All causing her downfall.

Drown my will to fly

The world is dying,

Dying from the plague she had caused,

From the sickness of the War.

Here in the darkness I know myself

Terrible life, terrible death.

Can’t break free until I let it go

Slinking in the darkness,

Basking in the suffering,

A new kind of malice,

Ready to emerge.

Let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all

She could forgive everyone but herself.

Anything is better than to be alone

She punishes herself by condemning herself

To a life of solitude, 

A life of despair.

And in the end I guess I had to fall

Malice,

On the verge of winning.

Always find my place among the ashes

She can’t take it anymore…

Crawling out,

She stands,

I can’t hold on to me

Matted curls, rusting, from golden to copper. 

Wonder what’s wrong with me

I will not bend.

I will not succumb.

I will break free.

Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside

I don’t want to survive.

I want to live.

Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without

Crumbling, crumbling statue.

Lithium, stay in love with you

As malice takes over.

Oh I’m gonna let it go.

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  1. Wow………..no mistakes and wone other word……Awsome!

  2. That was really good 😀 I love it. Evanesence is my fave band, lihium is my fave song 😀 five stars!

  3. I love Lithiume!!!!

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