Pople say she’s only in my head

Gonna take time but I’ll forget

Holly gone. Trouble took her from me and every one says to move on but I won’t ! Artemis Fowl does what he wants! If I feel like I’m dieing then I am because she left!

Say I need to move on with my life,

What they don’t realize is…

I can’t let it go some one won and it wasn’t me!! She’s gone and my heart is being riped out of my chest. And the funny part is no one .. not even Butler realizes the pain I feel!

When your dailing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone

going under ground just to see if she’s home,

waking a freind in the dead of night ,

just to hear him say it’s gonna be alright.

I tryed her cummnicator. Nothing. I went under ground and she was out on her honeymoon. I callled Foally at 3:00 am to hear his voice I’m losing it!

when your finding things to do not to fall asleep

cuz you know she’ll be waiting in your dreams

that’s when she’s more than a memory

I rolled over and sighed this is not working . I can’t sleep! I tried everything … I’ve changed pj’s 3 times and shifted the matises 2 and lisened to music and stole 10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 dollars just tonight!

took a match to every word she wrote ,

watched her every word go up in smoke,

deleted every email,

ain’t helping me at all,

That’s what I did burned every note and half of my email files are gone. It’s not helping me!

When your talking out loud and there’s no body there,

you look like hell and you just don’t care

drinking more than you ever drank,

sinking lower than you ever sank,

I stayed in the lower elements for a while. Talked to myself, stoped combing my hair,started drinking,sleeping in a hole under the lower elements Police Plazza because that’s were she is most.

Then you find yourself falling on your knees,

praying to God asking him please

That’s when she’s more than a memory

I returned to the surface and decided to go to church. On  my knees I start to pray .

“ Uhhh.. Hello there God this is Artemis Folw we’ve never met but I heard you  know me any way. Well since you do I would really lke you to know I’m changed but why did Holly leave as you can see it really isn’t very helpful I woulsd really like it if you could help me throught ! Well it was nice talking to you I will talk to you tonight! Bye!” Artemis was feeling a little better and he knows God will help him.

people say she’s only in my head,

Gonna take time but I’ll forget,

But when she’s in every minute of every day,

 every thought I think. Every breath I take.

She’s every were and every thing

She’s more than a memory.

Holly couldn’t belive what she had done to me. She said she didnt’ know! I siad it’s o.k. but I keep telling myself she’s more than a memory!

I know it sucks still I thought it was o.k. what do you think????

Some other stories by lbutler:

• freinds in low places
• Artemis Fowl and the Emotion Ticker
• udate on the story with a new twist.
• Hate : Artemis's dream girl??????
• The Stress of Dating